Now is the Time When You Show How Much You Care – Ronnie Lott
I was driving to work today listening to talk radio and heard Hall of Fame defensive back Ronnie Lott talking about his foundation and giving. I was thinking to myself about how hard it must be to give at this time of year and in this economy. Doing some of my own fundraising for our kid’s school I was sensitive to his comments. But he inspired me by saying how he didn’t get as much from everyone but got more people to participate.
I’m feeling that right now. As I ran last night I was thinking about my “Secret Santa” exchange which our family set up and just remembered how fortunate I feel that my wife is still with me and that my kids still have their mother. I’ve decided that I have all the gifts I need. If someone wants to give me a gift, they can donate those dollars to my wife’s cancer clinic, the Carol Franc Buck Breast Care Center. My family is pretty bitter that I’m ruining their Secret Santa because I don’t want anything, but that is truly how I feel. Even if they gave me something I truly want or have wanted, I just can’t enjoy it this year. Now is not the time for me to be greedy. I know my family wants to give me something, but I’ve been a materialistic person my whole life and right now my wife is the only thing I want and am so glad to have her.
Maybe it is the stress of the holiday season, work integration projects, the bad economy, and my wife’s upcoming surgery this Friday, but I just can’t sleep or feel like I can rest. Now is not the time to be selfish. No matter how bad life is, the only way to feel better right now is not to feel sorry for onesself, but to make yourself feel better through the gift of giving to others.
Maybe my wife’s energy level is what is driving me. She seems to be so strong now while on OS, Tamoxifen and bisphosphonates while staring surgery in the face again. I just don’t know how she does it, but maybe for her now is the time as well. I can only gather strength from her this holiday season which will be the greatest gift of all.